Hi. I think we haven’t been properly introduced yet. No worries, I’ll try again. Right here. Right now. Despite our failure of a start. I’m determined to change for the better and there’s nothing you can throw at me to make me change my mind.
Not interested in pleasantries? Fine. Just hit me with everthing you’ve got. Users. Abusers. Shitty ‘friends’. Inconsiderate bitches. Family drama. Abusive relationships. Stress. Exhaustion. Hit me and watch me fall. Hit me until you think you’ve won, until you think you’ve defeated me.
And then watch me stand.
I am no longer afraid of the things I can’t control. In fact, now I welcome them. You are free to do anything as you please to me, but don’t be so surprised when I fight back. I’m done taking shit from the world. No more maintaining bridges with ‘friends’. No more acknowledging the existence of assholes who abuse my sincerity. I hope the don’t find anyone else who can take their crap so they can see how sucky they are.
As hard as it is to believe, I’m actually important to other people. People who crave my company. People who genuinely like the sum of my parts, not just certain bits of me. People who love me through my faults, not in spite of them. People who deserve it.
I will be selfish, 2012. Because I know what I’m worth now, and I certainly won’t let you or anyone else ruin me.
In fact, try it. Break me. And I’ll break your legs.
Come at me, bro.
Love,
Fleur
